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EROTIC PIECE 2 - THE FIRST TIME

by Al Kawthar

I remember the first time I ever saw her very well. I was sitting at the bar with my boyfriend; we had a good sight of the entrance. A strange feeling came over me when I saw her entering. It was not her beautiful body or the leather outfit she was wearing but her glance which seemed to penetrate me. She approached us and sat on the chair next to us and ordered a beer which she drank in one big gulp. As if she felt my glance and my boyfriend's on her, she looked at us and smiled. At that time I believed that my heart was going to stop beating, so much her smile was angelic. Her eyes of a black color that I never saw before looked at me intensely and seemed to pierce my heart.

"You like here. Don't you" asked Ali, my boyfriend
"Are you crazy? She is a woman!" I said with indignation in my voice, realizing that yes I was admiring a woman.
"So what" he replied. "We are in a lesbian bar after all"
"Your idea, not mine"
"Come on, admit that you are attracted to her, she is a knockout, I wouldn't mind jumping her myself"
"I want to go home" I said, standing up
"Don't get mad sweetie, you know I only love you

I headed out to the door and waited for Ali to get our coats.

"Leaving already? Too bad" Said a voice behind me
I didn't even want to turn my head because I knew very well to whom belonged this voice. The woman that I admired was at my side and seemed to want to speak to me. When I did turn I saw her sitting at the bar her head turned towards me and a daring smile on her mouth. I felt my heart faster and also anger inside me. I resented Ali for bringing us here and I resented myself for the feelings I was having.
I left the bar quickly as soon as Ali handed me my coat. I believed that if I left this place, the feelings that I felt would go away too. That would have been very simple, unfortunately, all I did was think about her on the way home, to her when I was taking my shower and when Ali was making love to me.

Usually, I enjoyed making love with Ali but something was different. When he licked me I was wishing that it was the woman of the bar who was doing it, I closed my eyes and saw her spreading my legs put her mouth on my pussy and sucking on my clitoris.

As if Ali suspected something, he spread my legs and inserted his enormous cock in my vagina without the kindness of which he is used to giving me.

"Open your eyes and look at me!" He said in a firm voice.


I did as he said to avoid waking up any concern in him and for the first time with Ali, I faked orgasm just to finish up.

That night there I dreamt about this mysterious woman and on the following evening I asked Ali to take me back the bar. Ali did not mention the fact that I didn't like the place and was more delighted than I to go back.
When we arrived, we were stopped at the door and Ali was not allowed to go in.

"He is with me" I said the female Schwarzenegger
"Doesn't matter. It's women only tonight"

I decided not to stay in spite of Ali's insistence. On our way to the car, I felt a hand on my arm and the voice that I thought about all day, asking me to stop.

"You are not going to run again, are you?" She said
"I am not running away"

She wrapped her arm around mine and we headed towards Ali.

"Let her stay. I will take care of her" She told my boyfriend
"Hey! She is the one who doesn't want to stay. I don't mind her staying at all" Answered Ali smiling at her
"Then it's decided, you stay"
I felt like a robot guided by these two people but I did not resist when she took me back to the bar. She sat me down at a table and asked me to wait. As soon as she left I let out a deep sigh and watched her moving away. She was wearing black jeans that molded her perfectly and white see through shirt that did not leave much to imagination.

"Here drink this, it will relax you" She said handing me a green drink

In the state I was in, I drank the whole thing at once, which made her smile and handed me her own drink that I also gulped.

"Relax. Don't be too nervous. I don't bite. See?" She said showing me her teeth.

I don't know if it was the drinks or my nerves but I put my finger on her lips and traced them very slowly enjoying this contact. She took my finger between her lips and sucked it nicely.

"I knew that you would be this way. Sweet and adventurous" She said getting closer to me and putting her sweet and hot lips on mine.
She kissed me tenderly and with her black eyes she asked if she could go on. How did she want me to say no? Her kiss made me tremble all over and I wanted more. And as an answer I tightened my lips against hers and opened them with my tongue.
I felt free and excited, I kissed a woman for the first time and I did not want to stop.
She then took my hand in hers and led me to a room behind the bar.
"Someone is going to see us" I said
"Don't worry I know the owner" She said taking my face between her hands and kissing me tenderly.
She sat me on the desk and still kissing me, she caressed my breasts. I did not want this moment to stop and I also started to rub her back and pull her against me. I wanted to feel her close to my body and our clothes became cumbersome.
She slipped her hand under my skirt and stroked my thighs, lifted my skirt and spread my legs. She then put her hand between my legs and with her thumb she rubbed my pussy.

"Exactly like I wanted you, my little innocent. Wet and ready for me" She whispered in my ear.
On their own, my legs parted more and I pushed my hips against her thumb to feel it against my pussy.

"Patience my little one, patience"
I couldn't be patient I wanted to feel her hand on my clitoris already swollen and to feel her naked body against mine. I tore off her shirt and took her breasts in my hands and kissed them. Her moaning encouraged me and once her breasts released I took her nipples in my mouth and I started to suck them. She also took off my clothes and pushing me on the desk she lay on top of me and put her naked breasts against mine.
Then she got on her knees between my legs and spread them wider and started rubbing my pussy through my underwear that has gotten even wetter. I pushed my pussy against her hand; I wanted her to touch me.
She then put her mouth where her hand has been and licked me through my underwear. She then removed them and spread my pussy lips with her tongue. She seemed to like torturing me because she licked me without touching my clitoris which begged to be to sucked.

"A true fortune" She said, licking my juices that didn't seem to stop flowing.

Finally, she took my very swollen clitoris between her lips sucked, and nibbled it. Didn't thing I could resist anymore and when her thumb penetrated me I launched a cry pressed by my orgasm. I felt my body tremble without ever stopping, the orgasm was strong and powerful. She put her two hands on my buttocks and pushed my pussy against her mouth and penetrated me with her tongue while tightening my buttocks. I was very surprised of my second orgasm even more powerful than the first. I have never felt such pleasure. Without releasing my buttocks she licked me until I was all dry, and to calm my beating heart she took me in her arms and stroked my back.

"Taste how good you are" She said putting her finger on my lips.

I have never tasted myself and I have to admit that I loved the experience. While sucking her fingers one by one, I thought of Ali. What would he say if he saw me?

"I bet that your boyfriend has never given you such pleasure." She said as if she read my mind.
I wanted to disagree with her but I could not. She was totally right, the purpose of the sex with Ali was only to please him and as soon as he enjoyed, he fell on me tired. Admittedly I enjoyed it many times but never like this night. Erasing the image of Ali of my thoughts, I put my mouth on hers and kissed her deeply and traced her teeth with my tongue.

"Do you want to touch me?" She asked

I yes say with my head and she took my hand and put it on her pussy which was very shaven and wet. With her hand on mine, I rubbed her swollen clitoris and I slightly put a finger into her vagina.

"More!" She said against my mouth.

I entered her with two other fingers and following the movement of her hips, I let my fingers go in and out and when I felt her inert body against mine, I stopped my movements and pulled her against me. We remained thus against each other, both trying to catch our breaths. After a few moments she rose, kissed me tenderly and told me to get dressed because the bar was closing soon. As I was getting dressed, I realized that we had made love for more than three hours.

"Thank you for letting me taste you" She said

I smiled thinking it was me who should thank her. We left the office and we found Schwarzenegger waiting for us.

"Here are the keys, Boss" She said winking at my lover.
"Yes the bar is mine, and no I am not used to doing this." She said when she saw my inquisitive look. "You are the second with whom I used my office for a good time.
"Second?
"The first is my wife, and yes I live with someone"

I didn't know what to think, I was a bit disappointed but I had also to admit that this was better this way. After, I too was living with someone.

"Come I will take you home"
"It's ok I will take a cab"
"I promised your guy to take you home safely"
"I can take care of myself" I said annoyed.
"As you wish, but I will wait until the cab arrives. This neighborhood is the not the best.

Twenty minutes later, the cab arrived and I went home. I found Ali in front of the TV and as soon as he saw me he started questioning me about my evening. I lied to him and told him that I was very bored but stayed because I didn't want to be rude to my hostess.

Today, four years later, I often think of the one whose name I never knew. I have never returned to the bar and Ali never insisted to go back. After this experiment, he changed, became more possessive and never left me alone. Finally, I could not support his behavior and I left him. He did everything to reconcile us but without success. I had many difficulties of accepting my sexuality but two years after my first experiment, I met the woman with whom I share my life and my happiness.

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