(feel free to slap me if I overstep the mark)
You have definitely gotten more beautiful since you were 18 (judging by the photos). You can still be reasonably carefree and childish, and definitely excitable, you just need to find the right thing to get you in that frame of mind (such as your set with Lotty going live this evening).
And you always get what you want? Maybe you haven't wanted anything difficult enough to aquire yet

Times go by fast, but the kid still exists in all of us

To miss feeling a child is not so bad.
It means you have had this joy and you are able to remember it.
Or mis-remember it - in a positive light.
Carry that with you Akemi - it is the antidote for most disappointment.
A pattern to check your way against.

This American Life is a treat - most of the time, I agree.
I love good radio!

Be warm and well
- C

ok bend over.....oh just a minute......that sounds wrong doesn't it???!!!!

You're god damn stunning and will be when you're 60! I'm 25! Think of how I feel! Haha!

Tonight i'm staying in in my jim jams, sitting in front of my computer waiting for 8pm to come! Then I reckon I will be sat gawping at you and Lottey in a daze for the rest of the year! I'm so excited I could poop! xXx

you look great, feeling it, is all up to you

Awww
i feel the same way
i have 23 now
and 18 look so far away
kisses akemi

Amazing set, hottest ive seen on SG

oh just wait til you're 28 and you look back at when you were 18.... like I have been lately....YIKES!!!

ha, ha wait till your 34 with arthritis setting in, remember those creaking sounds i had in my knees and hips!!! you look beautiful now and super sexy. i remember my 18th birthday my dad took me out and tried to warn me of the dangers in life and of course i didnt listen. you look about 9 when you were 18! lv u. p.s new set is amazing.