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don't know why i'm sharing this. maybe for feed back? cuz i know you
guys respond to anything and everything...
well, my sister finally asked me directly if i'm gay. i wanted to say
nothing, but she keep asking for an answer. so i told her and infront of
my brother. there was no reaction initially. they all know i have gay
friends, but that didn't say anything about me til now. later she thought
i was teasing her and asked if i was. i just grinned. later she came
into my room and we talked about it. she wondered why i'm like this and
told me that it was against nature. that nature is based upon "postive
and negative". i guess the sexes are the the different charges. she went
on further to say that she thinks i'm gay because she felt i was abandoned
as i was growing up. she says that being the baby of a big family i
didn't get the attention i should have got. and we went on to talk about
other stuff...
i'm not sure if my sister told my mom or not, but as i was in bed about to
go to sleep my mom went in to say goodbye to me as she was about to go to
vietnam. she tells me not to be like those gay people (she knows i have
gay friends). and that it would make her sad/depressed if i'm gay. last
thing she said was, "gay la binh hoan." i asked a few people and they say
it's a sickness.
nothing's going on right now. my sister is back in california, my brother
doesn't live at home and my mom is in vietnam until christmas. so i guess
we'll see if she forgets about this when she comes back.......
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